morning reached office till lunch staring at the monitor all the way totally got no document to do. after lunch when back, all the documents starts to roll in like a toilet roll and the peak hour starts. when there is no document totally wont see a single paper, when one stack of documents came in all started to come in together. aint that weird?? i dont understand..

i cant finish the work super LOTS.. even stay back for ot just now. but still cant finish, i am so damn tired..

*hows tommorrow? will i be busy as today? or too free like in the morning??

maybe not taking company bus tomorrow should go office early to finish up all my work. if not tomorrow documents plus today documents.. can form a mountain..

anyway my eye have recovered, better alot than last few week. have appointment for check up next week maybe shall push back the appointment.

*yawn, sleepy

nights everyone..

The medicine cant cure my eye, i am freaking sad having freaking pain and freaking swollen now. went to polyclinic yesterday again the doctor said there is no need for me to go for operation doctor gave me mc want me to rest i told him can i dont take mc? i cant afford to run clinic here and there and keep having mc. I HATE MC! but still doctor insists want me to rest, and my manager dont allow me to stay in office. left with no choice but to take.

my manager asked me to take a refer letter from them to see eye specialist and blah blah blah~~~ doctor asked me to wait for a week but i called them to request for ealier appointment cause my left eye totally is in pain and swollen i cant wait any longer. my vision is blur cant see clearly.. the only way to see is to directly face to face to the object with one thumb gap.

*others might thought i got no money to buy spec. lol. i am suffering like hell now. left eye only can open half of it.

kept having mc, mc, mc. my pay already deduct few hundred over dollars. i dont know how am i going to survivie for next month. worried company will just sack me off cause of this.

*who wants??? -_-

i dare not hope for anything now in my mind there is only one big word 无奈. i really dont know how and what to do anymore.

i totally have no mood for everything!! =(

went to see private doctor just now, cause me 50 bucks.. stupid polyclinic unless medicine think the doctor not cert de. private doctor told me i should cure it as early as possible, is it can say that is too late for all these? he say my left eye is something like is in the middle stage.. oh~~ but its already very painful and swollen..

*sad

he said that my right eye whether injection apply cream or eat medicine nothing can be help only way is to operation~!! cause infection period is over and the thingy is will be there forever, unless i went for operation. -_- and i think i am going for the operation, save money!!!!

now my left eye is in pain and swollen doctor said that is not transfer from right eye, now only pray hard that the medicine can cure my left eye without leaving any "trace" behind.. very sad.. =(

*pray hard, miracle please.. so damn painful lah!!!!

 today went back to work oh.. the email 400++ documentation one big stack. luckily when i was on leave manager help me to look some email, if not will be thousand plus..

*phew.. so lucky. uhh..

alright i am going to sleep now my eye hurts lots.. still have to wake up in the middle of the night to have my medicine..

night everyones..

tuesday night i was in bed waiting for dear to call me, when i received his call he asked me to open the door and i scold him 无聊 and he hang up the call. and i dont bother continue lying on my bed i thought he was just kidding want me to call him back cause he got incoming call free. but after that i think cant be out of sudden asked me to open the door.. so i wake up and i stand behind the door i heard there's sound came from outside~ and i open the door i saw him stading out my house.

i was totally stunt so i question him how come you can book out? why today? why so late? and why why why~~~ just let him standing outside so long for me to question him and i totally forgot to open the door for him.

*哈哈哈哈！

so he told me he took half say leave, wanna give me another small small surprise. he bought me another small present, gucci envy me perfume and mug with our photo. =D i told dear gucci envy me perfume i alr have, think he dont know ba.. but never mind still a present from dear..

*kinda surprise la~~ haha!

so i told him actually we alr celebrated last week in advance shouldn't spend so much money again but he said its my birthday when the clock past 12 wanna accompany me birthday falls on weekdays so you know la~ boring right.. hah!

but still thanks to dear give me surprise and the present so out of sudden in the night. =DD

anyway i am having 3 days mc, last night out of sudden my eye red swollen and painful. so i took half day when to polyclinic see doctor, OH, the waiting time totally 要我的命～！so long leh~ waited for nearly 3 hours!! -_- its my turn i told the doctor blah blah blah~~~ and the doctor said inside my eye dont know what thing was being blocked thats why cause red swollen and painful..

i totally dont understand what he says only this sentence i understand.. and i just pretend i understand so i said "oh i see, oh..." okay" course he is a indian guy.

*-_- lol.

my vision is blur and my eye cant open wide.. very worry the documents i done in office yesterday will have mistakes cause my eye sight really not very clear yesterday and swollen.. *pray hard for everything..

i totally never expect he will give mc, course you know polyclinic doctor very stingy. he said my eye can be serious can be minor he worry my eye will get worst course alr very swollen and red so asked me to rest for this week if really get worst i dont know what he says... i just oh, okay. hard to communicate lah~ even since i walked out of the clinic my head is aching like hell whole head going to explode~! i dont know why.. till now still aching..

*painful~~ =(

alright i am going to rest more.. bye everyone.. =)

celebrated my 21st birthday on saturday, dear organised a bbq for me at first we planned to have our dinner at east cost. he lied to me that his camp mate celebrate his birthday at puggol asked me to go down meet him then we head to east coast. when i reached there i saw all his friends and 3 of my bestie were there, i was totally kept in the dark. but yet its a big surprised! never expect that his friend celebration is actually my birthday celebration, it just a excuse. lol.

really thanks for all of them planned for weeks and so secretives. lol. and also all the expensive present. next week waiting for someone to treat me, cause he never buy present for me he asked me to chose where and what to eat. ha-ha-ha! thanks hun.. enjoyed alot thanks everyone! never get to take pic course all of them busying bbq-ing play and chit chat. only get to take pic with my bestie and bf. lol. wasted xin not in singapore..

seriously very touch.. but no tears lah~! hahahahah! i cant remember what to post cause i am too tired, not enough sleep these few days.. -_-

busy with working got no time to update.

anyway should i change to iphone, htc or LG arena?? hmmm. dear said wanna sponsor me half if i buy iphone.. lol. but iphone got its disadvantage leh~.. how? i am real tired, off to bed now.. bye! =)

ps: this a such a worst family members i had ever seen. nothing can discribe the worst, such a old person yet still talk without using brain. OMG! what kind of family members is this?!

*i dont need it alright, dont think that your car is so comfortable. i am troublesome?? let it be, i got no money to go home on my own? i dont know the way? seriously i dont need it too lah~ dont talk till as if i really need you to drive me home, without you i cant get home. please lah~ if you are driving ferrari i dont even want to consider to sit your car. cause no point let a bossy person drive me home and having a 70s thinking mindset. OMG can!! your car is aint that comfortable and its not a high class car.. use it as a taxi still have to consider wanna take or not.

currently in office now, just came back from lunch. shall post a short one before i start my work. =)

my shoulder is aching recently dont know why.. =(

*painful..

awaiting for saturday! =DD

anyway gonna change handphone soon, aim on LG arena. love it!! my present phone is on the way to the lorry.

*so sad.. =(

off to work now. bye! =)

ever since i started to work in this company i have lots of injuries on my hand. hand was being cut by paper if not stapler bullet, today is the most worst the bullet poke into my hand alomost half of the bullet is inside. i took it out my skin came off saw the skin inside redish colour and kept bleeding. why hun..? was it i am suitable in this company? LOL!!

*pain..

nephew had a stylish hair cut. will upload the photos soon, it was just so unique hair cut this time round.. do wait, course i am tired.. haas.

*so rocks lah~~

you dont know everything behind you, so dont think that you are capable in this line. show to others if you can. no point keep thinking and saying your own "successful" stories, i am not going to say much and not going to laugh or smile.

*how should i react? nothing, none of my business.

ps: stupid old aunty, SHIT YOU! i never own you anything! so dont show to me your freaking freak atittude, its not cool.

This!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since started work till now in less than a week i have done this stack of documentation. sometimes can be so busy yet so free. and the mail 300 hundreds over per day, i dont even have the time to bother the mail.. lol. And having bad bad flu yesterday dont know is the air condition there, dust or my nose sensitive. these few days my nose kept blocking. yesterday my nose just like a tap and my tears kept dripping eyes swollen, cant even concentrate and do my work. whole rubbish bin full of tissue. can you see how jia lat it is??

*sigh

company wanna hire staff anyone wanna join? is in export and customer service department. i might can help you to ask, do sms me if interested. at least must be able to cope with busy and multitask. Dont worry and dont scared off by the pic above maybe different department got different job  the job might be not as much as mine.

*laugh

what should i wear for tomorrow? hmmm.

precious fall sick, seems like everyone is not feeling well recently.

*recover soon.

off to bed, wanna rest well. bye everyone! =)

working tommorrow, hate it everyday have to be so rush for that bus and that lunch!! the people there... hmmm.  -_- lunch time seriously freaking rush, have to keep on eating and eating non stop, bus dont wait. they said next week can be more relax cause is not at jurong east, not so rush.

*also boring, hate it too. -_-

although already found a job but i am still considering to upgrade myself with a higher cert then sign on.

*i seriously need that courage, its my passion.

study is really easier and relaxing than working, miss those days.

so those who are still studying now, cherish the moment.. although working can earn money but study still the best. peanut stress, only half a day and five days a week. aint this good?

*awww...

recently seems like so popular watching bruce lee movie. watched bruce lee documentation video regarding his funeral and all his movies, felt a bit sad for his wife and family.. such a young man die in this age. till now still thinking of it and feeling sad.. dont know why. lol.

*gonna watch his movie next week again, forgotten the title. haas.

am so tired and sleepy slept late last night when to have dinner at hougang, oh, seriously so tired.

going to sleep now, night everyones..

saturday when to collect cake with boyfriend and meet leen and cai fa at causeway point and headed to my house. celebrated my sis lunar birthday and also mine in advance mother said since mine is also around the corner, might as well celebrate together. but mine too early lah~~ one month leh. LOL. i never been celebrating lunar birthday, its my first time.

*its a Hazelnut Delight cake.. yummy! =)

thanks leen and cai fa for coming so last min, LOL. both of them no appettite for dinner hun.. 4 of us so quiet.

*what the reasoning hun? LOL. anyway thanks both of them for the present.